Sunday, February 20, 2011 @4:15 PM
Went for a sleepover at CT's house!
Haha, it was a lot of fun. Okay la, actually we didn't do much but just chat, watch movies, take photos, play monopoly...
But still it's awesome!
Yup, as I was telling my family, it's hard to find a group of people who you feel comfortable with everyone in that group. But our gatherings are always so cosy and nice!
Had a pillow fight with Mengfei - Fight for the Softer Pillow. I managed to grab the pillow from her lap when she wasn't looking! Haha, it's so hard for me to surprise/shock her, what with my slower reflexes compared to hers!
Sigh, but the next moment she pulled the blanket which we were sharing out from my lap =(
Perhaps the pillow fight couldn't be counted as a clean success then, actually.
Embarassed myself in the morning though, I couldn't wake up from my handphone alarm even though it was so loud. And even though I was holding it in my hand. Lol in the end Chern Tze had to shake me to wake me up.
Then we went for breakfast at Macs before heading home.
在回家的路上，望着巴士驾驶过熟悉的巴士站，一些感触就这么的涌上心头。
两年了呀，在这个地方就这么度过了我十七十八岁的时光，真有些不可思议。
仔细回想着当初踏进这里第一步的心情，那种胆怯却又诡异地协调着兴奋的感觉... ...
唉。我终究还是改变了。
我发现，最近自己常常回想起过去在我生命里所发生的事情。许多人对我说，人生应该是往前看的，可我的人生，却怎么老是在用来回忆过往的一切？
是往事太过美好、让我依依不舍吗？
不是的，那段过往，又何曾没有灰黯之处呢？
那我，在留恋些什么，在记挂着什么？
我也不知道。
如今的我，好像是暴风雨前的那场平静。隐隐约约，总觉得前方令我无比恐惧，所以，使劲的往后退，可我又怎么可能胜得了那时间往前推移的浪潮？
只能当个将头深埋沙里的鸵鸟，当个掩耳盗铃的贼子，当个闭上眼睛的胆小鬼。
其实，心里是知道的吧，只是死命的不肯拉开那扇门，否则门里的东西会令我无法生存。
怎么办呢？