Sunday, August 30, 2009 Y 11:34 PM
Don't ever believe it when youe eldest sister tells you that she wants to make pastea for you.
It will end up you making pasta for her.
Or rather, I think it's half-half. She will put in too much water, saw the bubbles you get when boiling water, exclaim in shock and turn off the gas tap. Then you will have to turn on the gas tap again, and wait for the water to boil again.
Sometimes I wished I could be a real youngest sibling. The kind who won't have to wake up ealier to wake her elder siblings up for appointments/school, the kind who don't have to cook lunch for their elder siblings, the kind that don't have to stay up late at night to open doors for their elder siblings.
Sadly, those days might never come.
The themem of reversal is always apparent in my family, especially within the three of us.
Why is it that the youngest sibling have to look after her two elder sisters?
无解。这是我唯一能想得到的回答。
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*唉，梁钰珩，你就必须要这样伤了我的心你才甘愿吗？
本小姐对你死心塌地、一心一意，为了能挽回你的心，不惜作出赔本的买卖，你还不肯接受？
啊！
我的心碎了一地，那悲憾的声音，你听见了没？
那是我对你的真心呀！
难道因为我们分隔了两地，你就不在乎我了吗？
竟然。。。不肯听我念唐诗给你听！
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重色轻友的家伙！凭什么说***有资格自恋，那我没有吗？GRR...*
以上从*到*里的对话，纯属本人对某个跟我家打对台的人的某位重色轻有的人的对话，大家看不懂也没关系，哈哈！
保持缄默。惟有如此，才能维持和平假象，不让事情搞得更糟糕。这样做，应该是对的吧? 眼观鼻，鼻观心，我除了忍，还能怎样呢？忍字头上一把刀，那把刀悬了好久好久，快砍中了她疲惫不已的心了。
-于晴《闲云公子》
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 Y 6:48 PM
Confessions to make:
Sorry to the group of girls whom I borrowed the computer today to send my email for being really insensitive today. I apologise for not thanking you after I used the computer but instead, just stomped off angrily because of family matters.
Sorry to my PW group members if I seemed pissed and stressed and 欠扁 today. I apologise for my inefficiency in doing PW work and I really really promise to do all PW stuff really quickly and nicely by putting in my 100 x 100% effort.
Sorry to FA-MAR-LY for being so angry and frustrated and having mood-swings all the day. I apologise for murdering you all with my horrendous singing.
Sorry to all the teachers who will be teaching me tomorrow and friday. I apologise for my incompetency in completeting all my homework. Especially for Chem which I am still at Kinetics tutorial and my tutor is already going two more topics ahead.
And finally sorry to my dear dear family who have been withstanding my mood-swings and sudden bursts of anger and my laziness and everything. I apologise for all those things I've done to you all.
Friday, August 14, 2009 Y 5:27 AM
Enough is enough.
Draft 6 for Eom is enough.
The prospect of a Draft 7 for Eom is just too much for me to handle.
I REALLY CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.
Friday, August 07, 2009 Y 12:28 AM
I finally got rid of my bandages for my ankle.
And I sincerely hope that I will not get it back again.
It's been a bad day yesterday. I keep offending people left and right due to my insensitiveness. Sorry meng fei and charmaine, I reaklly didn't meant to do all those things that upset you all. Seriously very very sorry...
Sunday, August 02, 2009 Y 8:31 AM
I started humming 'Close to You' when I was doing WR chapter two.
And I have no idea why, because certainly I don't want to be 'Close to You' in the case of PW.
Group: SATA's measures and WR chapter three.
Individual: EOM, Chem Lecture Test, CLL Test, Maths assignment, GP 250 word analysis and CLL remedial work.
Torn between the two big categories. Which one should I choose to do first?
If I don't do the first, I think my PW group members will come and butcher me up.
If I don't do the second, my mum will come and butcher me up.
I feel like just throwing everything aside but after careful analysis of the situation (what a painstakingly memorable phrase), I realise that I can't do that.
Because if I chose the third option, before my PW group members and my mum start to come after me, I think I will take the knife and gladly finish their job for them first.
"Well, in any case, you still have a variety of options to chose from even if you do decided to work on either of the different categories of work," this little irritating voice inside my head reminded me gleefully. "Yes, a large variety of options."
Yes, a large variety of options.
When faced with a decision, it is always good to have "a large varity of options" to choose from.
But in my case, I beg to differ.
I seriuosly don't like having a large variety of options to choose from when I'm deciding what homework to do.
Especially when I was startled by the prospect of undone homework and scrambled to get up at 5 on Sunday morning, when I discovered that I had discarded the bandages for my sprained ankle but it still hurts and when I am literally getting cold feet and feeling warm and fuzzy in my body which hints to me the possible start of a fever.
And Huilin, I really need to apologise for last night when we're discussing WR chapter three. My internet connection just went 'poof!' and following that, my computer also went 'poof!' and everything was black. I tried futilely to restart my computer again but it just would not restart. And there goes our discusssion. If you by any chance happen to see this post, please pardon me and my computer and send whatever chapter three info to me. I will continue doing it and by hook or by crook I'll try to send to yc before today ends.
Urgh.
This just totally rocks, doesn't it?
