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Sunday, May 31, 2009 Y 9:16 PM


Okay, I'm feeling pretty scared and excited now!

Why so?

Excited: Tomorrow's harmoc concert!

Scared: I think I'll play a lot of wrong notes especially during my section piece which I'll get lost half-way.

How how?

I think I'll have insomia today.

*Cross my fingers and hope for luck.

Oh yah, I need to practise tiptoe-ing with court shoes too :/


Wednesday, May 06, 2009 Y 9:20 PM


I couldn't believe myself to fall sick now. When I still got tonnes of uncompleted homework.

GP:
Worksheet

Maths:
Copy Meng fei's tutorial 5A
Tutorial 4B
Study for Maths assignment on fri.

CLL:
看图作文
《锦瑟/山居秋暝》作文

Bio:
Practical 7
Practical 8
Find someone to copy cell division notes.

Chem:
Bonding tutorial (II)
Alternative assignment

GSC:
安乐死summary
食物卫生summary

PW:
Evaluation of materials

Miscellaneous:
Practise harmoc
CIP activity on 9 May

And what did I do for the whole day?

I slept.

I slept at SNEC when I was waiting to go for appointments,
I slept when I reached home at 4.00pm
I slept when waiting for my turn to see the doctor.

My mum says I can be crowned as the 睡仙already.

:/

Today's experience at SNEC was quite scary. I went for another round of blood tests again. When the doctor inject the needle into my arm, I seriously thought that it was going to be last time when they just extracted two tubes of blood. I was thinking to myself, hey, two tubes only, last time you;ve also tried it before, it's okay one.

Then suddenly I felt my left arm went numbless. I turned my haed and was just in time to see that the doctor extracted the fifth tube of blood and was capping it. I was stunned like don't know what. Then my left arm went all limb and flimsy and I need to use my right am to hold my left arm in place or else it really will fell off the sponge suppporting it. The result of losing too much blood, hai.

I am really scared of what's going to happen to my eyes. The anterior uveitis thing doesn't seem to be something that can be easily cured. And it is something that will be able to develop into eye cancer, or so that's what my doctor told me.


Friday, May 01, 2009 Y 1:14 AM


15 May 2009 = D-day for me.

Meet-The-Parents.

Sheesh, I was never so scared of these kind of functions before. But now I am. I wonder how my father will react when he knows that I got an 'U' for GP and 'S' for Maths (one of my supposedly better subjects )= )

GP AQ test and CLL test really took away my happiness (or whatever's left of it ever since I knew my results). Halfway through GP AQ test I forgot my counter-arguments for two points and there goes my marks. CLL test- an overall disaster. I study the wrong thing!

Urgh. I really hate this feeling of losing control of all my grades. 回想当年 - sigh.

I really must work harder.

Okay, anyway today's quite a slack day (that's if you don't count the GP test and the CLL test), Huilin didn't come today because of sore throat and Far-Ma-Ly miss her. I hope she'll get better soon!

During CT time we chose our fac heads. I was quite torn between choosing who out of the four candidates for fac head. 掌心掌背都是肉。Why must four of them (Andrea, Warren, Preston & Theodore) all run for fac heads? Sigh, I guess the saying 'Great Minds think Alike" really do apply to all four of them. Haha, anyway in the end Andrea's voted as the fac head and her partner's Warren. Actually no matter in what case 09S72 will have a 100% chance in having one of the two fac heads in our class since three out of four candidates running for fac head are in our class. Anyway, when the four candidates are all dancing the fac dance right, Charmaine and I were impressed by Qiuhan's dancing - all her steps are so well-defined and sharp (comment by Char)! But of course all the other candidates and their partners dance well too =)

After CT session we went to the computer room to find Mrs Tan for amendments to PI (urgh) again. Evelyn, Meng Fei and I stayed till quite late, we gossiped for quite a bit though =) Then later Meng Fei and I went to find Mr Poh. He's not, er, in the very exact mood to answer our questions after all the lessons (I think he seems really tired and flustered when we saw him). Haha, Meng Fei and I accidentally 'provoked' him and he threatened (?) to take off 20 marks from our lipid tests if we still keep on asking him for our results for the test. Then we a bit like "fled" from the classroom. Both of us were like laughing all the way when we went up to the Music Room to gather for the Harmoc Post-SYF Party as we thought of how we 落荒而逃 from the classroom!

Harmoc Post-SYF Party turned out to be rather nice =) I thought it'll be quite boring at first. We got to know the J1 Harmoc people better =) (I seriously think that the proportion of guys to girls in the J1 Harmoc people is really quite similar to our CLL class) I ganna the 终极密码 when we're playing the game and had to soak my foot in the pool with another CCA mate(sheesh, I forgot her name alr) as some sort of dare. Actually I thought it's more of a treat rather than a dare. The instant you dipped your foot into the cold water - it's really so 爽! Then we took a walk around our senior's condo and discover this playground-in-a-pool - isn't that cool? Meng Fei and I were really tempted to take off our shoes and socks and to wade in the water, but we didn't dare because we haven't really sought permission from our senior beforehand. Anyway we're also not too sure how deep the water is. Such a pity! Haha, but anyway in the end we still manage to play at the slide in the conventional playground found at our senior's condo too. Both of us really fit the description of 童心未泯 =D

I went home at about 9.20 pm and it still took me one and a half hours to reached home. I was really tired then, slept on MRT for the whole journey from Choa Chu Kang to Toa Payoh.

Sigh, tommorow (or rather, TODAY) will have to chiong all the homework. One thing I realise every since secondary school days - long weekends are never long. In fact, it's always shorter as teachers will always happily give more homework to us, Either that, or you'll find that you have a lot of homework to catch up on. (A perfect example: GSC summaries. CLL essays.)

Hey GSC people please remember to do your *人口老化/优雅社会/器官移植/安乐死 summaries and hand up by Monday can? Got a lot of people still haven't pass up these summaries to me leh! Thanks and let's hope that we'll have a nice weekend.

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假装看不到 无法看到
根本不该 看到你

当初应该逃跑 应该装没听到
假装听不到 无法听到
根本不该 听到你的爱情

让我悄无声息的 明白爱情
把爱情悄无声息 的交给我
连空气都充满你的身影 却如此消失

爱悄悄无声息的 离开我
爱悄悄无声息的 抛弃我
该说些什么
紧闭的嘴唇 独自恍然若失

悄无声息的来 为何如此的痛
为何总是心痛
除了看不到你 除了你不在身边
一切都如往常一样

让我悄无声息的 明白爱情
把爱情悄无声息 的交给我
连空气都充满你的身影 却如此消失

爱悄悄无声息的 离开我
爱悄悄无声息的 抛弃我
该说些什么
紧闭的嘴唇 独自恍然若失

眼泪悄无声息的 流淌
心墙悄无声息的 崩塌

爱悄无声息的 等待
爱悄无声息的 受伤
失魂落魄 像傻瓜般
望着天空哭泣

离别悄无声息的 接近我
离别悄无声息的 来到我身边
毫无准备就要放你走
我的心恍然若失 悄无声息的来

悄无声息的来 悄无声息的离开
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