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Sunday, March 19, 2006 Y 5:25 PM


Dear blog, finally, we met again.
Ok, I know, it's lame... -_-
This holidays, I made a terrible mistake. Whatever happened to me on the 14 of March, in the hall of Northland Secondary School, at second table from the right of Table H4, at the third game?
Yep. I lost the match. The Scrabble match! To think I actually forget the words "ez" and "afox" were not acceptable!! For the rest of my life, I guess I will remember "ez" and "afox"... AHHHH!!! What happened to my brain!!!!!! How come I actually missed out on such words! I really want to cry... Even if I think of "them" now, they still hurt my heart so deeply... Alas! 时光逝去不复返,那一次的惨败,仍深灼我心。。。人们都说“经一事,长一智”,但这能挽回我深深的遗憾吗?
Can I say I was striked with bad luck that day??? At that very first game, I was faced with my most hated opponent from Yi_ _ _ _ Secondary. He was the one who won me by 100+ points last time and made me so depressed over my scrabble skills for a period of time after that dreadful match. What can I say, except that I was simply too "lucky"? What a honour was it to be able to play with him again (eyes narrowing)! Anyway, I was determined to compete with him again, after I knew I was placed against him again. At least, even to win him one point will be so contented for me.
However, my meagre wish was not granted. Apparently, he got the good tiles again while on the other hand I kept getting consonants. My luck only improved a bit when I changed tiles during the middle of the game. I think he accidentally opened up the triple-word prenium square, and I managed to grab two of these precious squares which saved my neck and allowed me to shorten the distance between our points. At one point I was even nearly on par with him. Yet sadly, in the end, I still lost him by 31 points. Although I lost him, I was quite satisfied by my score... like what my senior(Angelique) said, hey, I actually improved by 70+ points compared between the two defeats!
I won the second game with spread difference of 110 points, but I was not so satisfied with my score though... My opponent was new to the game, and I really felt so bad when I played against her... She wasn't so clear about the rules, and I felt I took advantage of her when I put down words that could be challenged.
My third game, was, like what I said (look above), very "interesting". I was leading my opponent at first, regardless of the "ez" mistake (grr... bares teeth at myself in mirror). However, I made my eternal mistake of not challenging "afox" and putting down "ki" which was definitely unacceptable but at that point of time, seems acceptable to me. And since then, tragedy striked, I lost the game by a 12 points!!!!!!! 12!!! Oh my god... I really want to kill myself!
With the losing of two games, my dream of buying JJlin's album was dashed. I had actually made a promise to myself that if I managed to win two games at the competition, I will be able to reward myself with JJlin's album. Alas! Gone with the defeats of the two games was JJlin's album. Haish... I guess I had to find myself another chance to reward myself with JJlin's album again...
Ok... got to go back reading the "SHUI HU ZHUAN" again. My instincts were correct. That book was boring!





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《是美男啊》 OST
默默无语 - 9th Street (翻译)

当初不该答应 当初不该认识
假装看不到 无法看到
根本不该 看到你

当初应该逃跑 应该装没听到
假装听不到 无法听到
根本不该 听到你的爱情

让我悄无声息的 明白爱情
把爱情悄无声息 的交给我
连空气都充满你的身影 却如此消失

爱悄悄无声息的 离开我
爱悄悄无声息的 抛弃我
该说些什么
紧闭的嘴唇 独自恍然若失

悄无声息的来 为何如此的痛
为何总是心痛
除了看不到你 除了你不在身边
一切都如往常一样

让我悄无声息的 明白爱情
把爱情悄无声息 的交给我
连空气都充满你的身影 却如此消失

爱悄悄无声息的 离开我
爱悄悄无声息的 抛弃我
该说些什么
紧闭的嘴唇 独自恍然若失

眼泪悄无声息的 流淌
心墙悄无声息的 崩塌

爱悄无声息的 等待
爱悄无声息的 受伤
失魂落魄 像傻瓜般
望着天空哭泣

离别悄无声息的 接近我
离别悄无声息的 来到我身边
毫无准备就要放你走
我的心恍然若失 悄无声息的来

悄无声息的来 悄无声息的离开
像愈合的感冒一样 好像暂时疼痛
却总是会留下伤疤


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